Archive for July, 2007

31
Jul
07

brakhage, thoughts

brakhage

After viewing the criterion collection’s stan brakhage dvd again, i confirmed the most obvious things while other questions/personal reflections flooded in. I suppose right now, as i’m really immersed in one piece, i haven’t been reflecting as much, so when i get the chance to, it really floods out.
So the clear thing is this: for me its to be viewed like abstract expressionist art, especially his studies, which are my favorite, and almost systematically appear in his longer more well known “dog star man”. But beyond these quick moving films there are also these studies in light.
Whats interesting is how he begins combining these two very different elements later on.
One very unavoidable feature of his films are the quick motion or the complete lack of motion, as if its either one or the other. Of course there is so much variation to find in the details, but i can’t help but be overwhelmed by the larger scale consistencies. I wonder why he was against less abrupt transitions- with all the time he took, he could’ve done these rather uniquely. Theres a lot more to say, and i should remember the films…i’ll post on this again. Wikipedia link

29
Jul
07

playful torture, revisited…

messager

Went and saw the messager annette exhibit again, and i have to say that, with all of its shock appeal gone, it wasn’t nearly as nice an experience as the last time. Not to say there isn’t a value for art whose initial experience can never be topped, but personally i prefer the following experiences to allow other ways in, with things i hadn’t noticed the first time.
Maybe this happened a bit. There was one room that struck me even further- thats the photo above…

28
Jul
07

getaway, arras, france

arras memorial

Simply needing to get out of paris and not having much money, i found myself heading to arras, fr, on a 10 euro ticket.
There’s a lot to say about just going to a random place. Among the highlights was a giant labyrinth/maze out in the countryside in a cornfield as well as the strange nightlife- though very small.
From a cultural point of view you have a rather interesting mix of dutch, british and french. I suppose this is to be expected based on the geography. Its particularly apparent with the history of the architecture. Some streets look very dutch, with thin brick buildings, while others are typically parisian.
There was a battle of Arras not only for the first world war but also the second. You can still see massive bullet/shell holes on some churches. One particular church was almost completely destroyed and they’re still rebuilding the surrounding structures. The photo above is of the memorial of the battle where some 30,000 soldiers died. Its quite moving, though it led me to wonder: years after a battle, where all reconciliation between the nations has passed and proceeding generations have mended the battle wounds of these particular towns, shouldn’t there be some memorializing of the soldiers who lost the war? One of the strongest symbols is of the “unknown soldier”, but yet its commonplace to forget the many equally yet opposing soldiers who just happened to lose.
With this train of thought, the main obstacle to overcome, i suppose, is time- as this blurs the purpose of a memorial- whose main purpose is in the years immediately following the event. While one main objective is so that one “never forgets” it seems that this is rather pointless unless one remembers both sides of the story.

In any case, it was nice to get out of paris. Heres the wikipedia link

24
Jul
07

playful torture

pompidou exhibit

quickly moving on, this weekend i saw the annette messager exhibit at the pompidou center. While this blogs title doesn’t cover all of the feelings you experience with her installations its certainly a unique combination outside of the typical horror film experience- which she manages to easily steer clear of. Here are some youtube links

24
Jul
07

cuz you just can’t have a blog without…

pathetic

i hate myself for doing this..

23
Jul
07

blog as website?

I think this is gonna work, despite it looking a bit too blog-like. At least its free.

Welcome to my website, please feel free to look/listen/contact me/comment…

Presently I’m living in paris, studying at IRCAM for another year, then returning to berkeley, california to continue studies. Theres more info in the “bio” and the “news” bookmarks…

And I suppose I can just start a blog here, making random remarks, complaints..

Enjoy!